“Knocking on heaven’s door?” (Luke 11:1-13)
July 25, 2010 | Year C, Proper 12
July 25, 2010 | Year C, Proper 12
Beginning in the third century of our era, many earnest Christian men and women set out into the deserts of Syria, Palestine, and Egypt in pursuit of a life totally dedicated to God. The sayings of these ‘desert fathers’, as these simple hermits came to be known, have been handed down to us in a collection conveniently known as The Sayings of the Desert Fathers. One of them goes like this:
Abba Lot went to see Abba Joseph and said to him, 'Abba as far as I can, I say my little office, I fast a little, I pray and meditate, I live in peace, and, as far as I can, I purify my thoughts. What else can I do?' Then the old man stood up and stretched his hands towards heaven. His fingers became like ten lamps of fire and he said to him, 'If you will, you can become all flame' [From The Desert Fathers: Sayings of the Early Christian Monks, ed. Benedicta Ward (New York: Penguin, 2003).]“If you will, you can become all flame.” Now, I don’t know if one can become all flame, or even whether Abba Joseph’s fingers really did become like ten lamps of fire. But I share this story with you because Abba Joseph’s response shows the power of a transformed imagination. Abba Lot could not imagine what else he could do to grow in love and devotion to God, but Abba Joseph’s uplifted, flaming fingers showed him that something else was possible. Abba Lot had suffered from an inadequate perception of the possible, until Abba Joseph showed him that he could become all flame.
If we are honest with ourselves, I think that we often suffer from a similar lack of imagination, a similarly limited worldview. And I want to suggest that Abba Joseph’s horizon-expanding response is similar in effect to the parables of Jesus. That is, Jesus challenges our perceptions of what God is like and what it means to be in relation with him. Take today’s Gospel lesson for instance. How might Jesus’ teaching on prayer effect a transformation in the way we view God and our relation with him? Consider for a moment what you imagine God to be like. Is he like a man sleeping at midnight, oblivious to our needs unless we bang on his door, and only then reluctantly answering us? Or do you believe God will graciously give you what you ask? that you will find what you seek? that God will open the door at your knock? What do you imagine God is like?